My words, My thoughts, and My feelings on trying to gain some happiness after the death of my Sweet Baby Boy Connor James. I lay it all out for you, the good, the bad and the really ugly. It's a journey in life I NEVER thought I would face and am so sorry I have to. Come join me..You will cry, laugh and smile all at the same time.
Monday, October 10, 2011
Different times, different feelings.
November is coming, November is Connor's Birthday month and a hard, sad day for me. Because I want my 3 yr old to hold and kiss. I want to buy him presents, and see him eat lots of cake. Yes, these moments make me cry, but they don't make me terribly mad like last year. I can tell I'm changing. I'm changing a lot. My feelings towards this is changing too. I miss him terribly, but sometimes you have to accept the things that have happened to you. Am I starting to realize this really happened, just maybe I am...who knows?
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