I know I have said this before but I hate March. March just Sucks. Can you believe I said those two bad words. When I was growing up, I was NEVER allowed to say them, and I never did. Until My Son died. Then I said them ALOT, just hopefully not in front of my children. But there is no other word for it, but it just sucks!! And I HATE it!! Okay, now that I made myself laugh (and I hope you did too), let me get to my point. March is just so dreary, the morning Connor died was too. It was misty and cold. It was semi dark out. It was just not cheerful at all. Thats how March is...just sad and scary and ugly to me. I can not wait till next week, and APRIL the 1st, bring on the sunshine...I need it!!
Talking about Sunshine, some rays came my way today. I got the sweetest phone call from a friend, although we arent super close, and I dont know her very well, she's still my friend. She called to tell me, she found my blog, and it made her cry and laugh. And just that she thought it was so great for me to be sharing my feelings the way I am. Man, I love her more now!! Thanks so much, you have no idea how much that meant to me, especially during these dreary March days.
Also, I have to thank all my Close Friends, that have kept an eye on me this month. You all know who you are and I will NEVER forget all that you do for me and my family!! Your the BEST!!
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