Sunday, February 6, 2011

A Rough Couple Of Weeks

I  have had a extremely rough couple of weeks.  I have cried alot and felt myself lose all the progress I had made.  I was told 2 weeks ago, what a terrible person I am (ie a liar, two faced and cant keep my mouth shut...things to break a person down), I am basically being accused by an extremely immature person for something I didnt do.  So she decided to post some terrible things about me.  What really hurt the most though, is the things she wrote about me pertaining to the death of my child.  That I was trying to attain sympathy, I am full of drama, and everyone is tired of it.  Oh, and that I am a mean and terrible person since he died.  And I need lots of help, professional help. Wow, could break a person down dont you think??  What is amazing to me is that this young lady has NEVER spoke a word to me before, doesnt know me, or how I feel.  But felt the need to attack me this way.  It hurt and hurt alot. But your not suppose to let things like this bother you, your not suppose to let things like this affect your testimony.  Well, I am sorry to say it did.  I do not know how someone could go to church every Sunday, present themselves in the Temple, then turn around and treat ME, of all people this way.    I have had alot of sleepless nights.  When people say these things to you, it hurts and makes you question yourself.  I probably for my sake shouldnt be sharing how bad her actions affected me, but this is my BLOG and I'm allowed.  Maybe writing about it will help.  I can only hope that no one will ever say and treat her the way I have been treated.  Yes, you say I am turning over a new leaf, I am trying. 

Another thing that has me sad today is that I thought about our Super Bowl 2 years ago with Our Connor Boy.  He was here, He was Alive and very much apart of our family.  I miss that little whiny Boy so.  I have posted a couple of pictures of that day.  I hope they make you smile!!


These two are Forever in separable!!
This was OUR little party!!

My 3 kids at the time..


Sweet Boy, Yes, he looks just like me!!


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3 comments:

  1. McFarland-Higgins familyFebruary 6, 2011 at 3:14 PM

    Love his chubby, chubby cheeks! I have always loved that picture of Lindsey and Connor. Lisa, you know my thoughts on that woman. She is a coward for imagining that she can judge a mother grieving the loss of her CHILD. And, furthermore, it isn't true. I adore you, and I am here. XO

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  2. Lisa-AnnFebruary 6, 2011 at 4:38 PM

    You are a Priceless friend..I hope I never run you off...You words have done more than you will ever know!! Love Love Love you!!

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  3. UnknownFebruary 7, 2011 at 11:06 AM

    We have talked about this women as well. She is a disgusting human being..your true friends love you no matter what!!! You take all the time in the world to grieve and sort things through in the end you know who your true friends are the ones who are there through thick and thin and until the end...Mwah I Love YOu!

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