Sunday, January 2, 2011

First and Foremost...Letting things go

I have to learn to let things go...first, they way people see me.  Everything bothers me, I hate having a unorganized house.  But I don't want to constantly be on my children.  I have to let my "why me's " go.  I have to be able to stop punishing others for things that happened to me.  DO you know there are some people that I wont speak to that had a baby that same time I did.  I hate them for it, it makes me so mad that their baby didnt die and mine did.  I have to let go...I feel I will NEVER have any happiness if I dont let go.
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  1. McFarland-Higgins familyJanuary 3, 2011 at 4:52 AM

    Now, missy, I know you better than that. You don't hate them, you hate the reminder that their baby is here and your baby is not. Don't be too hard on yourself!! Saying you need to let things go is easier than actually letting the grief go. It doesn't mean that you are punishing others. It means that you are human.

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  2. Lisa-AnnJanuary 4, 2011 at 2:20 PM

    Why are you always right, Stephanie?? Maybe I should start paying you $$100 bucks an hour!!

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