So on Monday I wasn't feeling the best about things, a little sad to be honest. And nothing really went my way. So last night after Soccer, the kids and I came home. I had cried the whole way home to myself. We came upstairs and Mitchell started talking about something that he likes that I do for him. Then Lindsey was talking about how she wanted ME to go with her on her field trip, and Cate was following me around whining because she wanted ME to pick her up. I went into my bedroom, sat on my ottoman picked up Cate and listened to what Lindsey was saying, when it hit me. These 3 children absolutley adore me, they think I am the best thing ever. And they all want me around and want to be my friend. They need me and rely on me..and best of all they LOVE me no matter what (even if I get mad and yell at them). What more could I ask for? I need them and they need me. They are truly my blessings!!
PS. I know Connor loved me too...He ALWAYS wanted me and ONLY me to hold him. I miss him, I think about the life we could have shared together.
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